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released June 16, 2016

All music & lyrics by Kyle Meadows
Mixed by Kyle Meadows
Mastered by Gregory Gendron at Marvinhouse, Silver Spring, MD

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Track Name: Empty Love
You walked away, you took it all
Asked If I’m okay, still trying to stall
If It doesn’t mean that much to you
Then I don’t care what you do

All the times I tried, just to hear a voice
Found a place to hide, on the days that felt destroyed
If it doesn’t mean that much to you
Then I don’t care what you do

If it’s better for you
I’ll find something else to prove, I’ll find someone else to lose
Cause you never tried
Not once, but that’s fine

Invisible never felt so real
You called me the thief, but you’re the one who steals
If It doesn’t mean that much to you
Then I don’t care what you do

When I was just a copy of goodbye
I called you on the phone, but you answered with your eyes
If It doesn’t mean that much to you, then I don’t care what you do
Track Name: Livin' In Hesitation
I’m living in hesitation
Cause I don’t have no patience anymore
I took myself for granted
Cause I knew I couldn’t handle all the chores

Walking with my shadow
To the circus I go once again
You don’t want my contact
But you seem to react to where and when

And I know you, will be
My favorite symphony

I’d rather just say nothing
But it always ends with something either way
Tried so hard to follow
But it’s too much to swallow and be okay

Always feel so trapped
And you don’t know the half of what’s so wrong
When’s it getting better
You and I together all along

And I know you, will be
My favorite symphony
Track Name: Still Life
Tricked into a party
Where everyone here looks like you
The slow motion started
So I had to exit the room

In spite of my behavior, I felt as if
I was sinking through the floor
Tipped off with bad news and sighs
The thought of you is hidden in the walls

Cause I don’t want to
I don’t want to. I don’t want to let you go

So why, is everything I do
Such a bother to you

Feels just like a painting
A still life that turns into tears
And everyone can thank you, for the last time I try
To not look in any mirrors

Still these days upset me
For what tomorrow will bring
You called yourself the hero
But you’re tripping, on faces hanging by a string

I don’t want to let you go
Track Name: If Only I Knew
Everything I do
Reminds me of you
I’ll see you in my dreams
If you want me to

I still think you’re pretty
I have for a while
I’ve seen it all before
And I still miss your smile

My head is empty, my thoughts are lost
If you really want me, I’ll be where you dropped me off
If only I knew, then maybe it wouldn’t have been strange
Cause I’m so used to the sun going down with no exchange

Everyone's talking
I’m just trying to hide
There’s nothing to worry about
But silence tonight

Even if I’m broken
I still agree
That there’s not other place
I’d rather be

My head is empty, my thoughts are lost
If you really want me, I’ll be where you dropped me off
If only I knew, then maybe it wouldn’t have been strange
Cause I’m so used to the sun going down with no exchange
Track Name: Better Days
I’ve got nothing to split with you
You’re just another situation that’s here to abuse
Now I’m still trying to decide
As I’m watching the hands move counterclockwise

Breaking down on the side of the street
Cause I’m not very fond of people, that I seem to meet
Another never ending expectation
Was the result of my, drunk hallucinations

But you wouldn’t know, cause
It’s not half as bad since you’ve been erased
It’s almost gone and I can say
I’ve seen much better days

Not so familiar with the way it was before
The ground is cold and you’re halfway through the floor
I don’t know why you’re always stopping by
I guess whatever gets you high

Now I suddenly feel so small
Knowing that you never really wanted me at all
It’s always sneaking up as soon as it begins
Once again I missed

But you wouldn’t know, cause
It’s not half as bad since you’ve been erased
It’s almost gone and I can say
I’ve seen much better days
Track Name: Low Time Call
Through the low time call
Candles burning out, surrounded by the walls
Everyone's reflecting off the glass
And I’m still stuck behind the speed bumps I can’t pass

Through the high time call
If I could break a piece, doesn’t matter big or small
Everyone will watch it fall apart
And I’ll be the one to finish before I start

Cause I don’t belong here, I don’t fit in
I don’t belong here, anymore

Now I’m doing everything wrong
Don’t wanna let it show, but it’s been here far too long
Tryna' fight the ghost inside of me
But it’s got me down on my hands and knees

Now that I’m facing myself
The hands are walking slow, I still see somebody else
This paintings black and white and set to mute
The statement is clear, just aim point and shoot

Cause I don’t belong here, I don’t fit in
I don’t belong here, anymore
Track Name: Red Face
You don’t think it’s very nice
Everything has it’s price
It’s gone, gone, gone
Until it all returns

The splinters in my head
My face is turning red
It’s gone, gone, gone
Until it all returns

And I turned my back again
Just to find what I threw away

Who will save me now

You don’t think it’s very nice
Everything has it’s price
It’s gone, gone, gone
Until it all returns

I said sorry for
I’m not even sure
It’s gone, gone, gone
Until it all returns

And I turned my back again
Just to find what I threw away

Who will save me now
Track Name: Stonewall
Wall to wall
Hundreds of footsteps to call
So tell your friends to leave now I’m coming
Tell your friends to leave now

Street lights
And the shaking of stage fright
So tell your friends to leave now I’m coming
Tell your friends to leave now

Cause the small talk will decay
Cause there’s always another way out
You think you the easy stuff is out of the way
Don’t wanna talk about it, just leave it alone.
Leave it alone

Bruised knees
You only see what you want to see
So tell your friends to leave now I’m coming
Tell your friends to leave now

And still there’s no change
With the letters that spell your name
So tell your friends to leave now I’m coming
Tell your friends to leave now

Cause the small talk will decay
Cause there’s always another way out
You think you the easy stuff is out of the way
Don’t wanna talk about it, just leave it alone
Leave it alone

From the back and forth of you
If the lies you told were true
Waiting lost and found, find me
I’ll see it today again
Cause my hands can only count to ten
You can fake what you want with someone else
Track Name: Safe To Say
When you’re around
I’m always thinking about, how to stay out of your way
Cause I don’t wanna interfere
On the plans you hold so dear

To yourself
Cause I know what you will say
I hope you know I feel the same today
I don’t know what it’s worth, I guess that’s why it always hurts

Is it safe to say I’m not the only one
Who feels this way?
Is it safe to understand you haven’t won
I will always know your name

If you’re around
Don’t say sorry for being real, just tell me how you really feel
So this
Situation can pass, and un-pretend you’re so bad ass

Now please
Why the hell was I involved, this could have easily been solved
Without
Dragging words from other sides, just to hide your selfish pride

Is it safe to say I’m not the only one
Who feels this way?
Is it safe to understand you haven’t won
I will always know your name

You are such a disease
That is spreading throughout me
Please put out the flame
I will always know your name
Track Name: Echoes
Tell me what is happening
I don’t know what I’ve missed
Seems I walked away, in spite of all of this
How is everybody staring if there’s nobody here
The voices in my head, only want you to appear

Cause your heart, makes you, who you are
Your heart, makes you, who you are

Between the days and darkened nights
Not sure If I’m awake
Can it please for once go right without any of my mistakes
All I hear are echoes in the distance coming close
I hope you know I’d love you even if you were a ghost

Cause your heart, makes you, who you are
Your heart, makes you, who you are

So show me how, to feel, with no consequences
Not to mention, my name, behind, windows blinds
With room for an eye, with room for an eye

So now leave the curtain open and give me all you’ve got
Slipping in and out of consciousness trying hard to not get caught
But still you cannot see what all the searching here was for
Behind the shattered sounds of love you still wake up on the floor

Cause your heart, makes you, who you are
Your heart, makes you, who you are
Track Name: Broken Design
My body hurts for you
But it’s not worth what I’ve been through
Feeling small again
Cause no one can help the shape that I’m in

Trying to stand, but my knees are weak
Trying to talk, but it hurts when I speak
My shadows the only thing left I feel I can guard
Now even the easiest things turn out to be hard

Cause I, can’t decide, If I should let you in
I can’t decide, If I should let you in

If I knew how to let go
Instead of always letting it show
Cause it never feels any different
Just feels distant, so inconsistent

Wish to escape, wish to ignore
I’m here today, but what the fuck for
You dream in colors, I dream in signs
Of black and white trees with no presents to find

You’re fading fast, I’m moving back
Can’t turn away, another empty glass
The distance you are, still always feels close
But I was the one who felt it the most

This won’t end my time
So please excuse me tonight
I just need some help finding my mind in this broken design
Track Name: For You
If I knew what I was missing
Half the time that I spend wishing what to do
I’d probably feel much better
With all my worries sealed in letters, left as proof

Folding footsteps up like notes
And passing cigarettes to ghosts for some escape
You said some things you didn’t mean
But can’t take cause it’s already too late

But you should know why
You should know, I tried

For you, for you
I know what you will say
Still you want it all your way
For you, for you
I always feel like this
Just to wait around and miss

No time to decide
With less attention to divide, thoroughly
Can’t make any sense of colors
So you borrow some from others and not from me

Folding footsteps up like notes
And passing cigarettes to ghosts to pass the time
You said some things you didn’t mean
But can’t take back cause they’re already mine

But you should know why
You should know, I tried

For you, for you
I know what you will say
Still you want it all your way
For you, for you
I always feel like this
Just to wait around and miss